sunset.

Amalia.

Back in Israel after almost 5 years of joy in Australia.
Now, the only thing that makes me happy is one girl-
This is my niece, she's 15 months old and absoloutly beautiful!

Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)

I'm gonna write two letters, seeing as there's two people who I concider my best friends.

The other Shmuck,
I cannot imagine life without you.
being so far away from you right now hurts, but everytime I think of you I become happy, knowing things are going well for you. you mean the world to me, you know that? Thinking of all the amazing times we've had together, although we didn't start off too well... we managed to break through bad and eventually reached the good.
I'm so thankful for every moment I spent and will spend with you.
You are my saviour, you help me with everything, even though I'm "time consuming"... you're always there and you never complain.
You keep everything inside, just to make me happy.
Im so greatful for everything, EVERYTHING.
I miss you so much
you are everything to me.
I know, that even if we don't talk for a whole year, our friendship won't break.
the connection we have is too strong. I'm sure of it.
I wear your necklace everyday, and everytime I feel its weight on my neck, I get a warm feeling inside.
You are the most amazing boy in the world, I know I\m lucky to know you as well as I do.
I'm counting down the days until I see you again, hug you, and play with your hair.
I miss everything about you, even your beatboxing... I'm sure that by the time I see you again, you'll be incredible!
Nath, so many memories, so many good times which will never be forgotten.
I'm hoping for many more.
see you in November 2011...
I love you


Bella,
one of the first things you told me when we met is that you don't believe in god, but you do believe in karma and the universe, a greater force.
back then, I didn't believe in the same things you believed in, but now I do.
I believe a greater force WANTED us to meet, planned it out for us. and now, as a result, I have you.
a friend whose so special and dear to me. and even though we have only knows eachother for just more than a year, I know that our friendship will survive any storm.
We have proved it before, and we will prove it again. not only to ourselves and to eachother, but to anyone who ever doubted the strength of our friendship!
I know I won't see you for a very long time. and it hurts. it kills me inside to know that I won't see you every saturday, that we won't stay up till 4am talking on your bed, we won't mess around on your mac... so many more amazing things won't be done, but it's ok. because I know, at the end of the day, we'll always be there for eachother. Whether it's to cry or to laugh, I'll be there for you. Our friendship will survuve any obstacle, I promise you, I know we can make it work.
I miss you
your laugh
your BIG smile
your smell (or the fake tan's smell...) :)
but it's ok. because I know, that becuase I miss you so much, it'll be incredible when I see you.
and that's what keeps me strong.
I love you

a walk to remember: thirty days, thirty letters

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :
Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you were close with
Day 10 — The last person to hug you
Day 11 — The last person to kiss you
Day 12 — The person you fall asleep thinking about
Day 13 — The person whose funeral you last attended
Day 14 — The last person in your family to pass away
Day 15 — A greater force you believe in
Day 16 — Your favorite teacher
Day 17 — Your childhood dream
Day 18 — Your celebrity crush
Day 19 — Your favorite musical artist
Day 20 — Your favorite fictional character (book or movie)
Day 21 — The funniest person you know
Day 22 — Someone you adore
Day 23 — The last person to make you smile
Day 24 — The last person to talk to you
Day 25 — The last person to call you
Day 26 — Someone you miss
Day 27 — Someone you wish acknowledged you 
Day 28 — Your favorite song
Day 29 — Your physical appearance
Day 30 — Yourself

challenge accepted!

x.

squish.

split ends.

red.

lines.

In memory of Reagan Milstein 1995-2010

Go gently on your voyage, beloved.
Slip away with the calm tide,
And rejoice in a new sunrise.
May the moon make a path across the sea for you,
And the sun provide a welcome.
May the earth receive you and the fire cleanse you
And you go from our love
Into the presence of Love’s completeness. 


14 years of joy were not enough, it's not fair for you to go away so soon.
Reagan, you will be greatly missed. Rest In Peace.

sometimes I wonder.

--sometimes I wonder how I can crave someone so badly and he might just not want me in the slightest, or even at all
--sometimes I wonder how i’d live without some of the great people i have in my life
--sometimes I wonder how we feel physical pain
--sometimes I wonder how life would be without technology
--sometimes I wonder how people would react if I died
--sometimes I wonder how I could just be sitting all alone, just imagining the things I see, talk to, touche, feel, hear and smell. maybe life is all your imagination?
--sometimes I wonder how cool it would be to have background music like in the movies
--sometimes I wonder how my life is going to turn out
--sometimes I wonder how fucking awesome it would be to be a billionaire!
--sometimes I wonder how i could’ve walked passed my future husband today
--sometimes I wonder how dream
--sometimes I wonder how a heart can learn to love
--sometimes I wonder how a heart can be broken
--sometimes I wonder how I can think about you, and know that you're thinking about
me.


--sometimes I wonder.

mad.

Alice: "But I don't want to go among mad people!"
Cheshire Cat: "Oh, you can't help that. Most everyone's mad here..."

make a wish.

tiny terrors.

never say never.

Jabberwocky

Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

“Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!”

He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the manxome foe he sought—
So rested he by the Tumtum tree,
And stood awhile in thought.

And as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!

One, two! One, two! and through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
He went galumphing back.

“And hast thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!”
He chortled in his joy.

’Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

by Lewis Carroll (Charles L. Dodgson)
From Through the Looking-Glass, 1871

stupidity.

hell.

toss a coin.

love me, love me not?

genius necklace.

I love the way you lie.

"now you get to watch her leave out the window, guess that's why they call it window 'pain'"

--Marshall Mathers / Eminem 

without you.